Back!

Hola amigas~! Otakucyn is back~! Well, I don't really plan to write anything interesting. My life is quiteeeee plain and ordinary. I'm also not the type to share everything in my life with people, soooo yep. I have no idea of what to write. Well, can anyone suggests ANYTHING for me to write by commenting? Thank you~! Here's a little gift, a poem I created~! Please review~!

P.S: I posted a picture of Rena Ryuuguu from the Higurashi series. Her condition in Tsumihoroboroshi-hen or the Atonement Chapter is perfectly suitable with the poem. Well, I actually based the poem in my fading belief that God is still up there, taking care of us. Yes, all you religious people can start spamming me for this. This is MY belief, so if you trash talk me for this I'll make sure you'll be the sacrifice for the next Onikakushi,'kay~?

Existence

My prayers are not answered
Should I put a ‘yet’ behind the last sentence?
My faith is running out as I close my eyes
Hope’s presence is fading

Struggling against the pain, day by day
If I don’t suffer, it would have been a miracle
But do miracles happen?
Is the word just a fairytale language?
I’m wondering and wondering and wondering

Holy and evil clashing together
In the end holy would prevail
But is it true?
Life is not as beautiful as that
One look and you’ll understand

Ignorance, now I believe in that
Pain, darkness, hatred, betrayal
They are common and seem more normal
Why is it like that, when all of us wish differently?
A bitter and crude irony
Has been haunting us this whole time